So, we sat down and he decided to speak up, I wrote his words down and he was all alone, again.
You were an escape from reality,
Teaching me ways to live in it.
You were my home,
When I felt alone, you became my bond.
You were my selfish reason, yet
I felt selfless with you.
You were the happiness that
I never felt before.
You made me feel, you made me reason.
When I felt none near, I felt you here.
Mind fluctuations were an adjustment, and
when I was finally fine,
you decided to make me memory.
Something was missing
the realization of me for you that I saw in you.
I am complicated and hard to be around, I agree.
A time shift, a mind shift, I told you things take time.
When I was finally free, and felt happy,
you made me a memory.
You made me believe, gave me reasons,
You don't recollect memories, but you have reasons.
I understand now what you felt, for I feel the same now.
Slowly it all fades out, leaves the wrong of me.
Overlooking the good of me.
You made me memory, I wish you didn't.
Perhaps one day, the memory will be a reality again,
But, will it be the same?
I try not to feel the same, but seeing you, takes me back.
Wonder it's only a matter of time.
Things I wanted to tell you,
Journeys I wanted to be with you,
Love I wanted to share with you,
might be a string of non-existent memories.
I don't know what love feels like, perhaps you don't too.
Whatever it is, but it really exists when I think of you.
I am sorry for being me, but don't worry
there won't be much of me for you to worry.
I am sorry for feeling for you, and speaking about it to you.
I am sorry, I replied you back when you didn't want to talk.
You were the one to trust, You were the reason I felt alive.
I am sorry.
You did good by making me a memory,
as I can never be good for you.