The dark patches follow me
Haven't seen the blue sky for ages
The persuasive soul in me betrays me
Am I colour blind?
I mean the colours of being alive
I battle my inner shadow
But, everytime it pops up quivering me
Meliorism is just an illusion
Oh I have one more day to survive
To watch my soul ripping off
Sometimes, the transparancy of mirror just exasperates me
Why are wounds not reflected?
The shield I maintain keeps me safe
And each day, the merrier days fade into oblivion